juliann mistica is the name :]] i am a daughter. a sister. a grand-daughter. a niece. a cousin. a friend. i am a partner. a student. A YOUNG GIRL && A GROWN WOMAN. i am confident & scared. terrified & excited. i am LOVING & caring & THOUGHTFUL & hopeful. i am sick & tired. i am shy and friendly. and CAREFUL & CARELESS. i am BROKEN & whole. i am misunderstood. misguided & mislead. i wish on stars & DREAM MY DREAMS. i pray to GOD & cry my tears. i smile on the outside. while im DYING ON THE INSIDE. I LISTEN to others who won't listen to me. i believe in PASSION. but not on TRUE LOVE. i love you & i push you away. i want you but NOT SO CLOSE. i am everything & NOTHING all at once. and all i want is for you to LOVE ME.